YAY! this is fun..

a drunken entry

Just came home from a wild party..
well, wild .. at least festive
It was great

Me partying away with my classmates whom I won't get to party with for a while now
coz I'm a going home baby!
which is fantabulous .. I'd discard partying any day for going home
But tonight was great fun

Fancy dress party -
which in English refers to wearing costume
- I'm not too fond of that sort of party to be honest
Why? you ask..
nosy bastard
what's it to you anyway
Well it's coz I am relaxed
and hate making a fuss about general partying
I just wanna be able to show up
as I'm dressed
with a bottle of whatever and party away
which I sort of did tonight
I haven't a collection of costumes
but it so happened I had a couple of items from the performance of next week
my freaky eyes
and my make-up-for-teeth
and this is what I put on
as well as a tight t-shirt (my trademark) as it suits me

A drunken me is a rather affectionate me
and I enjoy it
As generally my affectionate side is only drawn forth by certain individuals
with whom my love I share whether sober or drunk
but
unhealthy as it may be
for a lot of others my affection doesn't come as easily
and alcohol seems to set that side of me free
it's a side of me I enjoy
which I wish was more present
more often

So tonight I shared my affection
told my friends what they meant to me
hugged
kissed
complimented
and then I did all that
once again
with meaning
It feels good
I'm glad for it

Coz in turn
the others
open up
as well

Great fun
I'm knackered
and drunk
and vulnerable

'tis only 6 days away now
less than a week

Homeward bound
and gagged,
..kH