Who is your alter ego this time?
Mnemon
What does Mnemon do?
Cry and conceal
What does Mnemon conceal?
His feelings. His humility
Why does he do that?
He is angry. Hurt. Tired. Egotistic. Insecure, mostly, I suspect
Why is he insecure?
Lack of faith. In himself. And some lack of faith in others
Is crying his way of dealing with insecurity?
No. Crying is what's left when he's alone in the trap he has set
Who is the trap set for?
He's trapped. Trapped in habitual defence mechanisms
Which are?
Concealment. Subdual
How does Mnemon subdue?
He makes less intense or prominent
What does he subdue?
Fuck all. For nothing is truly subdued. Only misrepresented
What is misrepresented?
The level of feel
Misrepresented as what?
Less
Is it safe to assume the crying reveals he is unsatisfied?
It represents the collapse of mechanisms
What would Mnemon rather be doing?
Giving. Without being drained
Does subdual assist in the matter?
No. The mechanism leaves him unsatisfied
Describe the mechanism?
Disciplined assessment of subject's capacity for reception and reciprocation. Resulting in a controlled subdual of veracity. Producing subtle but base deceptive signifiers of emotive activity
Concealment of true emotions, or limiting of honest expression?
Akin to pay-per-view
Can the behaviour really be isolated in an alter ego?
Mnemon is crying
Can the behaviour be dealt with through such objectification?
Don't question. It only leads to unfulfillment
Is confrontation not more productive than separation?
This whole thing is a misrepresentation.
Fly on the wall?
..kH
Sunday, July 31, 2005
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