Sunday, July 31, 2005

Who is your alter ego this time?

Mnemon

What does Mnemon do?

Cry and conceal


What does Mnemon conceal?

His feelings. His humility

Why does he do that?

He is angry. Hurt. Tired. Egotistic. Insecure, mostly, I suspect

Why is he insecure?

Lack of faith. In himself. And some lack of faith in others

Is crying his way of dealing with insecurity?

No. Crying is what's left when he's alone in the trap he has set

Who is the trap set for?

He's trapped. Trapped in habitual defence mechanisms

Which are?

Concealment. Subdual


How does Mnemon subdue?

He makes less intense or prominent

What does he subdue?

Fuck all. For nothing is truly subdued. Only misrepresented

What is misrepresented?

The level of feel

Misrepresented as what?

Less

Is it safe to assume the crying reveals he is unsatisfied?

It represents the collapse of mechanisms


What would Mnemon rather be doing?

Giving. Without being drained

Does subdual assist in the matter?

No. The mechanism leaves him unsatisfied

Describe the mechanism?

Disciplined assessment of subject's capacity for reception and reciprocation. Resulting in a controlled subdual of veracity. Producing subtle but base deceptive signifiers of emotive activity

Concealment of true emotions, or limiting of honest expression?

Akin to pay-per-view


Can the behaviour really be isolated in an alter ego?

Mnemon is crying

Can the behaviour be dealt with through such objectification?

Don't question. It only leads to unfulfillment

Is confrontation not more productive than separation?

This whole thing is a misrepresentation.


Fly on the wall?
..kH