Long time no b*log
Time is flying thank goodness and kindness and different positives

But on the same note the stuff that I anticipate passes quickly too
I waited ages for yesterday night
and it passed in a flash of 3 hours.

I can't wait for next week
but that will pass as well in a flash of a few days.

I can't wait for Christmas break
even that will pass in a flash of a few weeks.

Can I slow my lifepace down when I want to
and speed it up as needed
Can I reserve the right to do that please.
Can moments and a precious few hours be frozen
please
can it
please
pretty please.

If there can indeed be a Daylight Saving Time
can there not also be a Joyous Moments Preservation Time
eh
huh
can't there
eh

*sips peppermint tea*

For class yesterday we had to individually prepare short pieces devised around the notion of love.
That's mine pretty much :

Three chairs. A table.
kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is holding hands in bouncing castles.
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is choosing to commit.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is to need someone as much as you need your air.

kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is running toward each other in big fields.
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is meeting mid-way, compromising.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is owning someone, to be unleavable.

kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is knowing! the first time you look at someone.
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is when you've gotten to know someone very well, and trusting with all your heart.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is being desired to the point of total submission before one's feet.

kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is cruising on a boat in Venice.
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is discovering that Venice is actually quite filthy, and not caring coz you laugh at it together.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is fucking someone so hard that you forget you're anywhere else but in their body.

kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is forever!
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is not limited to any one, but can extend to a few people at any one time.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is physical, it's appetite!

kH sits on chair ONE. Speaks > LOVE is that only one!
kH sits on chair TWO. Speaks > LOVE is hard work, with wonderful rewards.
kH sits on chair THREE. Speaks > LOVE is a fucking mess.

kH rises. Moves to front of table. Speaks > Of course my love is infinite and extends to you all. However, time is not infinite and thus I will randomly draw a name from this jar, a name of one of you with whom I will share a piece of my profound love.

kH draws a name from jar. Speaks > Would . . . approach the table please.
kH shares a piece of his profound love with . . .
END

From Sidcup with love,
..kH